My condolences to the family, the loss of a loved one is never easy. May you find strength and comfort in knowing that it is possible for you to see her again because God's word the Bible at John 5:28, 29 says that there is going to be a resurrection. With this and any other promise we know that the resurrection will take place because it is impossible for God to lie. May all the many wonderful memories that Martha your loved one provided comfort you during this most difficult time.